A fun day

Well its been a long day, I had to take Jadon to get recertified for WIC today which was a chore with Jadon lol.   Then later we went to our friend's house which ended up being being very fun. Jadon will definitely sleep good tonight lol. I got to get on my school though so tomorrow I will be getting that done for the week and then finish it up on Friday hopefully. At least I have til sunday to make sure. I feel like I'm going to have lots of fun in this new school. Right now my classes are Philosophy 104 and Psychology 101. They seem like they'll be very interesting so far :) This is a very good thing because that will keep me motivated. Just hope Jadon lets me work on it some lol.

I need advice

Well its been a long time since i had an arguement with my fiance but we had one today. It really made me feel bad. I was upset that he went to a friends house when I left to go to the store for my grandmother. It just made me feel like he's uncomfortable with being along with Jadon. He said Jadon got restless so he went over there so he could play with their son. I just thought it wasn't a good idea for him to be there when her hubby wasn't home. NOT because I don;t trust them, I do. My friend would kill him if he ever made a wrong comment or whatever towards her but I just don't want problems created you know. So that got him mad and then all sorts of things came out. He doesn't feel like I do enough around here. He said it doesn't look like I put my 8 hours in with the house. Clothes pile up and dishes are alsways in the sink. Well yes that is true from time to time. But here lately I have been loads better on that. Not too mention it was never that bad anyway. He feels like the house should be spotless when he comes home. Well thats a little hard when I hve to take care of Jadon too. And I have washed dishes now twice today and the sink is already started to fill up again. I have folded and put away all the clean clothes but I already have a load in the dryer and the washer again. I don't know how we make so many dishes or laundry but we do and it has to be done. I was sick a week ago or so and things did pile up and I felt really bad about that but I felt bad too physically. I am trying my best here. I also felt like he could stay home at least once in a while not go see our friends every single day but he says that he leaves to get away. And I said well I'm sorry you feel like you need to get away from me and Jadon so often and he says I'm not trying to get away from Jadon. So apparently he justs wants away from me. I said that and he didn't respond. What do I do that so bad? I make sure his coffee is ready to go in the morning and I make his lunch the night before so he can just grab it and go in the morning. I also make sure dinner is done as soon as he walks in the door. If it isn't ready when he walks in it is within the first 30 minutes he is home. I pick up after him. I do his laundry. I let him take naps on my lap and everything. I have been trying hard to make him happy. But I can't do everything. He really hurt me today and I don't know what to do. I want us to work but how if my best isn't good enough? He said he feels like the only reason things have been cleaner lately is because of friends coming over more often. Well that isn't the case. I had company the other day but they stayed outside so they didn't see the house and then last night we had some come over. Yes I made sure the house was clean but I have been trying to do that everyday the past 2 weeks. So I'm just a confused right now. I don't know what to do. My fiance is a great guy most of the time and I want to be with him. But what do I do? Try harder? Its hard to talk to him because he gets upset. But I will try that.

Valentine's day

           Well I have to say that this was the best Valentine's day I have ever had! Nothing went wrong, Ken was awesome and Jadon was good. I had lots of energy and got lots of things done before Ken got home. We went to the park and Jadon wore himself out. He loves the park and never wants to leave. Since it was Valentine's I convinced him to leave by promising chocolate. :) We went to Walmart got loads of candy lol. Ken let me get a tin of Dove truffles and they are so good. I had fixed a yummy dinner and like I said, just everything about today was great. We even got to see our friends for a bit. Jadon just loves his best friend Lee. I have never had a holiday this great, something always goes wrong and I get ill for some reason. It never fails until this one. Maybe my luck is turning and maybe more holidays will be great instead of just ok. You know something else that crazy, I found out early this morning my cat is a genius.. i have been trying to teach our dog Sheba to ring a bell to go out. Well she hasn't learned yet but that smart cat has. I wasn't even training him to learn it. he just knew that everytime that bell rings the door opens so he was ringing it to let me know he was ready to go out. I was shocked. See this day was absolutely great lol.

 How was your day?

Febuary 12, 2011

Well today my son was better from having the flu. I have been so worried since this was the first time he has ever had the flu. But surprisingly he was only sick for about 3 days. The first day he threw up a bit but mostly he just had fever and slept. I'm glad he takes after me on that aspect. I sleep when I'm sick as well. For me only having one child I'm still learning what all I should do when my son is sick. I saw that he was happy with just being able to lay on the couch with me and watch TV. Yes I spoiled him a lot lol but what else can you do when they're so pitiful. He ate jello, and crackers and drank sprite. It broke my heart not being able to let him have milk which is his favorite after coffee. Yes I know what they say about coffee stunting growth and I do not believe in old wives tales. His Doctor said it is fine with moderation. He refuses juice so at this point that helps for variety. Milk, tea and sprite get old after a while. It was hard for me to get a lot done though while he was sick. He's very clingy when he doesn't feel good as I'm sure alot of children are. now that he is back to normal though he's in to everything again lol. I started watching Julie & Julia and got to thinking, since I sometimes have a little extra time on my hands why not write a blog about me and my son. I'm sure there won't be that many followers but hey, it'll give me something to do. And maybe if someone does read this from time to time I will have a place to get questions answered, get advice of life troubles or just make a few more friends.